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explaining water (as a fish) (alyssa kai)

from split w/ achter kol by alyssa kai

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turn on the water the water drains in
try to believe while you fumble about
while you try like you know what you're talking about
but I want you to have me like I've never been had
turn off the water the water drains out
decide not to notice the cold hits my skin
decide not to notice I'm nowhere again
but I want you to have what you think that I need so keep going

stare up with sweat on my tongue and my teeth
I'm on my back like you already know
it never occurs to me to ever say don't
cause I want you to want what I need to relay
stare down the sweat that collects on your throat
hand on my mouth like I asked it to be
but all I can think about is making you bleed
but I want you to need me to want what you have so keep going

I'd rather be crying but everything's dry
you reach for your bottle of lube on the floor
whether or not it feels good anymore
I want whatever will keep you close by
I'd rather be crying but I don't cry anymore
you ask to touch me and I don't get why
when all you'll find in me's more fluid inside
but I want what my body's been made to become

if the waves keep turning
if the water keeps burning

I'll be the rain that collects on your window
that circles the sewer and runs to the sea
be the drops from the drain that runs under your car
and the sweat on your hands when you play your guitar
I'll be the wet that you smell on your fingers
a few days from now when I'm already gone
you want me wetter than weather can be
make whatever you want me to be

and we fuck till I'm double-bent breathing in heaves
but I've got some secrets you'll never believe
I don't need you I don't need you
you ask me to fuck and so I'll never leave
I'll push like a weed growing into your bed
pull by the root while I'm giving you head or
water me water me water me fed
I want you I want you so keep going

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from split w/ achter kol, released December 12, 2016

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writer and performer living in western massachusetts.

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