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Sold Out
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cw: sex, death, kink, self-harm, blood
lyrics
nothing makes sense so I light up a cigarette
lean my body gainst the seat
watch the tip burn down to nothing
see what nothing means
stub it out slow on my sensitive forearms
feel the dead skin overheat
this is what it's like to have a body
so sweet so
I often wander in circles dragged out dissociate
unaware of any other thing
but I snap back in time with what you call me
pretty little thing
clamp down on your fingers suckling them slowly
my face flushing with the heat
this is what it's like to have a body
so sweet so
you leave my closet where I'm sleeping
I pick up what I need
draw it cross my body and everything on me
and watch those little red lines bleed
run off to the washroom to sanitize these old wounds
feel the sting of water's heat
this is what it's like to have a body
so sweet so sweet so
understand the state my body's been in
in and out and broken and beat
try to suffer into understanding
but just end up suffering
run out in the rainstorm hallucinating wildly
feel my fingers start to freeze
this is what it's like to have a body
so sweet